I leave today for tour. Sort of. We're playing in Portland. So I guess I leave tomorrow. But yeah. If anyone ever reads this, sorry for not updating. There's lots of shit going on in my life, but no one really cares, so why write about it!? So I guess technically, this is day one. I guess I should do some sort of like, tour journal. I'll probably write at night after the show, or in the morning after. So here's the deal so far.

It's 10:30 AM. I woke up around 6. Couldn't fall back asleep. Sat up, tried filling in a couple gaps in tour. So I was sending emails and researching. I smoked the 10th cigarette in my pack. Ironically, it was my 2nd to last. Since then, I've been watching random videos, reading a few dedicated blogs, and uploading movies, some last minute downloads, and the complete Harry Potter audio books onto my iPod for the hours in the van ahead of me.

Tour is a strange beast. I'm excited to leave. I'm scared of the results. I'm excited to have a homecoming. I'm scared of the constants.

Listen to Hot Water Music - "Already Roses".